BETRAYAL

okay. dah berhabuk blog ni.

sorry. have been so busy :P hehh. 

busy lah sangat =.=" haha

been doing my research, 

SAT (ohh, yes i got SAT, alhamdulillah)

trials lagi.. penat otak aku =.="

but i haven't stop doing the thing i like most,

observe.

i observe people.

ada lah certain people got freaked out :P

but i like observing people,

observing life.

observing the WORLD.

and lately a particular thing caught my eyes so many times.

BETRAYAL

ada junior aku sorang ni. named umm K.

i couldn't reveal her name due to my safety,

nanti kalau juniors aku terbaca blog ni,

mau mati aku kena sepak =.="

hahaha

K was betrayed by her best friend, Z.

Z used the reason "i cared about you, that's why i told the teachers"

BULLSHIT!!

okay fine, if you care about her THAT much, at least talk to her first.

tell her softly.

baru bagitau cikgu if dia taknak dengar cakap.

and kalau ye pun kau nak sangat bagi tau cikgu,

cakap lah benda yg betul

unsur tokok tambah hanya bakal menyusahkan kawan yang kau care tu.

jangan lah cakap dia hampir kena tangkap basah,

tp padahal dia just kena marah je.

mende nye tangkap basah?

kesian dia kau tau?

dia cerita kat kau everything,

SHE TRUSTED YOU

Z once said to me "kau tak payah ah weh cakap pasal kawan"

tapi perangai kau ni buat kau tak LAYAK cakap pasal kawan

kau makan kawan kau sendiri kot?

she trusted you and you betrayed her in return,

for the her sake?

kau budak pintar lah weh.

hal kawan kau ni pun kau tak boleh nak settle elok2 ke?

ke kau lemah sangat sampai kau tak mampu nak nasihat diri dia sendiri?

kau cakap buruk pasal dia,

perangai kau yang macam slooker tu tak nampak?

bersihkan jiwa kau.

baru pikir nak bersihkan jiwa orang lain.

from your action, you have committed few wrongdoings.

i don't wanna call it sin sebab i am not in the position to talk

about hukum hakam agama.

1) kau fitnah dia

2) kau tipu kat cikgu

3) kau aibkan dia

4) kau kecewakan hati dia

5) kau putuskan silaturahim

kau istighfar banyak2 adik oii :(

and this thing happened to me jugak. i was reported pregnant last year,

by my very own friend that i trusted.

she said she cared for me.

and she told the teacher i am pregnant? hehh.

kau bertaubat lah. aku ada dendam, tapi hati aku tak sebusuk hati kau.

aku takkan betray kawan2 aku, itu janji aku

aku akan protect diorang dengan cara yang terbaik bagi diorang.

tapi, kalau cara aku akan menyakiti diorang, aku takkan lakukannya.

buat apa aku bagitau cikgu?

kalau aku kawan dia, aku mesti boleh tolong dia.

selagi benda tu takde kene mengena dengan aku,

aku takkan masuk campur.

sebab aku takde hak dalam hidup dia.

susah nak faham apa aku cakap kan?

aku pun tak tau camne nak cakap

sebab aku tak boleh cerita banyak.

memalukan orang nanti.

kalau kena kat batang hidung korang, korang faham lah :P

hahahaha

cuma satu nasihat aku:

hilangkan kotoran di kain kau sebelum kau menegur cela kain orang lain.

ASTAGHFIRULLAH AL AZIM :)

repent before you stop breathing :)