scared o.o

i am scared

that i would get heartbroken again.

i avoided feelings for a very long time.

until you came.

and i trusted you

you gave me hope again

you let me feel the feelings i have been missing

you let me be human again

that can love

and can be loved.

but WHY???

why did you take it away?

why did you hurt me

i thought by telling you my past

and you knowing my past

would make us stay forever.

i am hurt

and now i am scared again

TOO scared.

heartbroken, again.

tears, again.

i am tired.

and scared.

scared to put my trust again.

scared to have hopes again

my heart is broken into pieces

no,scratch that

it was in ashes

and you made the ashes fly everywhere.

making it harder to fix.

GOD, i am hurt

a lot

i am better off dead :'(