he told me he was going to call,
so i waited.
but he didn't, and i didn't sleep, waiting.
then he said he was sorry and promised to call,
so i waited.
but he didn't, and i didn't sleep, waiting.
then he said he was so sorry and he asked me to believe him, he's gonna call,
so i waited.
but he didn't, and i didn't sleep, waiting.
then he said he is fucking sorry and he's gonna call after school
so i waited.
but he didn't, he forgot.
and i just realized he was never sorry,
he never cared to call,
he don't bother thinking how i felt,
while i stayed up three straight nights,
to wait for him
in case he wakes up in the middle of the night and remembered.
how can i be so stupid,
to think that he actually cared for me.
so stupid me.
and it hurts, a lot.
i am better off dead.