She is just loving you.

Boy:I broke up with her. 

His Best Friend:What happened?

Boy:She’s just too much for me.... 

His Best Friend:What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy:Well, ...for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy:Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy:But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy:I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her.

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy:Well, she..

His Best Friend:You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were           selfish. Are you proud?

Boy:I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend:You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you.

and then he came back for her.

THAT’S what happened ♥

ARRGGHHHHH!

now, i wanna tell you something.

this happenned today.

ada lah these juniors,

they were walking pass through me,

and they laugh and walked

like i was not there.

gelak kuat hell.

bising shala =.="

dah lah aku yang kena make way for them

seriously rude.

pastu time lunch,

cafe sesak hell!

seriously i was out of breath.

dah lah makan lembap gell.

jalan pun lambat gila.

i was like

TRY WALKING FASTER, OR GET OUTTA MY WAY!

grrrr.. =.="

marah gell.

manners mana manners?

bieber fever

JUSTIN BIEBER

LOOK AT THAT.

how can i not fall in love with him?

he's sooooooooo cute :D

and talented too.

SEE??

cute as hell :)

haaaaaa.. my heart melts :P

awwww.. i love you too justin :)

READ THIS :D

you know a song is over played When your mom knows all the lyrics..

We met, we talked, we liked, we called, we texted, we dated, we committed, I loved, you cheated, we're done, you're deleted, I'm good!

This is how my week goes: Mooooonnnnnddaaaaaaaaay Tueeeesssdaaaaaaayyyyy Weeedddnnnesssdayyyyy Thursssssdaaaaaaaayyyyy FridaySaturdaySunday.

We live in a world where losing your iPhone is more dramatic than losing your virginity.

*Walks upstairs.* "Why am I up here?!" *Walks downstairs.* "Oh now I remember... Shit."

Oh look, you're giving my middle finger a boner.

I'm mad for: always being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong, getting attached, & for making you a HUGE part of my life. -_-

there is no "I" in "team" but there is 3 U's in SHUT THE FUCK UP.

"I'm bringing sexy back!" ....bitch you're the reason it LEFT!

"Dude that song is old." "So is your mom, but you still listen to her."

The difference between genius and stupidity is that genius has its limits.

"dammit I'm mad" spelled backwards is "dammit I'm mad."

That attractive face you pull; before you sneeze.

Dear Face Wash Commercials, Nobody Actually Splashes Their Face With Water Like That. Sincerely, my whole damn bathroom floor is wet -.-

Me a nerd? Haha no, I'm just making sure not to end up working with you at McDonalds.

In every circle of friends there's always that one person everyone secretly hates. Don't have one? Then it's probably you.

someone just texted me and asked "what does idk stand for? " i said " i dont know" she said "omg! nobody does!"

What starts with F and ends with UCK? THATS RIGHT! FIRETRUCK. Well what starts with P and ends with ORN? Thats Right Popcorn!

The 3 most common lies on the internet: 1) I have read and agreed to the terms of service. 2) Status: Offline. 3) I am over 18.

Lazy Rule 1436300228452: You didn't read all the numbers.

So I'm invisible to you now? That's cool. I've always wanted a superpower.

Instead of "lol" I put "lsimhbiwfefmtalol" Laughing silently in my head because it wasn't funny enough for me to actually laugh out loud

i was reading this stuff on twitter. made my day bright again :)

OH MY GOD!!

the story goes malam tadi.

juniors ada orientation

dekat bawah.

kitorang punya gate college tu kunci pukul 10.

10:45 diorang naik, kumpul ramai2 lah kat depan gate

sebab dah kunci.

so, jannah, ajk kolej, bukak lah pintu.

but amazingly, diorang tak masuk pun

ada lah some.

pastu kitorang tercegat lah kat situ, tunggu nak kunci pintu

i kat situ sebab nak menyibuk

lepas tu, i sound lah budak2tu

i kan garang :P

"weh, kitorang nak kunci gate ni"

pastu boleh pulak that junior

jalan dengan chins up and budget

buat mata and 'hehehe' kat kitorang satirically

i was like

wtfuckkkkkkkk!!

sorry takde ke adik?

otak takde otak?

oh my god. marah gila =.="

RUDENESS is not acceptable!

okay. lepas tu malam tu aku nak tido

tapi takut, sebab apy takutkan aku

cakap ada hantu.

ye ah, aku tido sorang

aku naik lah room junior aku sorang ni

MIZA FARISAH :)

CUN KAN ADIK AKU NI?

hahaha. kitorang rapat

tapi ramai budak batch aku cam tak suka kat dia

diorang cakap sebab dia macam bajet sikit lah

what ever it is,

sabar ye dik?

so aku pun tido lah kat bilik dia

setelah penat berborak :)

takpe lah if batch aku tak suka dia

aku still boleh kawan dengan dia, kan?

i love you friends,

and i love adik miza jugak

so jangan marah aku :)

hahaha. tu jelah for now :)

till then :)

2012 WISHLIST woohoo!

masuk 2012, aku nak:

1) DIGITAL CAMERA

tak kisah lah jenis apa pun. asalkan dapat amek gambar :)

sebab if bagi digital single lens reflex (DSLR) skema

tak reti pakai payah pulak, kan?

ni pun cukup ah :) boleh eh papa? :)

2) LAPPY :D

ni macam impossible lah dapat this year. tapi kalau boleh apa salahnya :)

kan papa :)

3) POCKET MONEY YANG BANYAK :)

3)IPOD/MP4/YANG SEPERTINYA

ni kalau ada, memang menarik lah :) memang aku hentam kepala lah hari2.

yang lama ada, tapi dah rosak. kesian aku :)

4)PHONE BARU

to be specific, aku nak yang ada ciri2 ni

i)touchscreen

ii)qwerty pad

SAMSUNG GALAXY ACE pun tak kisah lah :)

yang lagi murah, kalau ada, pun tak kisah :)

nak samsung galaxy ace jugak!

5) LICENSE :D

ni curi orang lain punya. hahaha. takde kerja :)

and kalau boleh dengan kereta sekali lah :)

minicooper :)

itu je lah kot for the time being

harap2 dapat lah semua. kalau tak, separuh pun takpe.

camera tu. nak jugak 

hahaha. insyaAllah :)

LIFE or DRAMA?

when i tell my life story to my friends, these are some responses i got.

1. asal hidup kau macam tragis gila?

2. aku pun tak tau nak cakap apa. hebat sangat jalan cerita hidup kau ni.

3. why is your life full of drama?

4. kenapa banyak gila benda menarik datang dalam hidup kau? aku ni, plain je life. 

and i will answer to them:

sebab aku hebat

MANALAH AKU TAU! DAH NAK HIDUP AKU MACAM TU!

to think of it, memang my life full of ups and downs.

maybe it's because i took everything so seriously

budget nak jadi drama queen lah tu.

tapi if i dont take them seriously,

who will?

i am the one conducting my life.

so i should do it with the best that i can (grammar tunggang langgang =.=)

 ibu,papa,mama dan abi ada 

juniors :D

ni nak cerita, juniors masuk sekolah today!

ada yang muka macam baru lahir semalam.

ada yang muka macam bapak orang.

jahat kan aku? tapi seriously.

memang sangat menakutkan.

dah lah aku macam tak berapa nak tinggi sangat.

5 feet pun tak sampai! :'(

takut nanti diorang ingat aku batch diorang je.

adik2, i might be small.

but aku garang :)

harap maklum. hahah :DD

Sham's Angels :)

this is about Charlie's Sham's angels.

hahaha. me and my sisters lah tu :)

1st angel: SHAHIDA SHAIMA SHAMSUDIN.

temper tak ingat dunia. cakap tak banyak. tapi tangan cepat je naik =.="

dia ingat dia besar, dia boleh pukul sesuka hati lah?

hahaha. joking. she's very caring. ni ayat nak bodek je.

turning 20 in 2012. may Allah be with you :)

2nd angel:IZZATY SHAIMA SHAMSUDIN

aku lah tu :) tak tau nak comment apa

nanti orang cakap aku perasan pulak kalau aku cakap aku baik. 

memang aku baik pun.

3rd angel:SHAZWIN SHAIMA SHAMSUDIN

awin. where to start? mulut macam mak nenek. hahaha

membebel mengalahkan ibu saya sahaja =.="

walaubagaimanapun, dia adalah seorang yang hot stuff. hahaha

menarik lah dia ni. turned 14 on january 2012.

i love you sister :)

my life yang kosong telah diisi oleh mereka. i love them very much lah :)

thanks sisters :) <3

ka-chak :)

i really wanna have a camera, so that i can letak pics in here.

DADDY, i want a camera. pretty please :)

boleh eh? boleh eh? boleh eh?

takyah nak gedik sangat lah

talking about camera, later aku akan buat a wishlist post :)

woohooo! till then :)

i have to. SORRY.

i am sorry.

i have to say goodbye.

i couldn't bear this pain any more.

i could't help to cheat myself any more.

i lost the most important thing

that a human must have.

i lost love in myself.

i lost the feeling

to wanting to be loved.

i cannot love you.

i cannot be loved.

let the time decide.

and happen what might.

i didn't mean to hurt you.

but i just have to.

i am sorry for all that happen.

but i felt so hurt when i am with you.

cuz when i think of you

i remembered what he said.

and cry again.

yes, i did forgive him

but i'll never forget.

never ever will forget.

SORRY

STOP!!!!

seriously. when I said stop contacting me I mean it. no coming and see me, no calling, no texting, no anything! this is for the best. in fact, aku rimas. RIMAS. sorry. but I am. just STOP. after the case yang najib panggil aku macam2 tu, aku keras hati. aku dah tak sayang kau. perasaan aku hilang. aku jadi takut. sebab tu aku try buat blog ni, keep saying I love you and stuff, letting you call me semua to reignite that feelings. but lama2 aku jadi rimas dengan kau. semak. sorry if I hurt your feelings badly. I have to, I am sorry. aku just figure this out semalam. masa kau call tu aku macam "aarrrghhh!! tak payah lah call!". aku tau aku kejam. tapi aku taknak bagi kau harapan. nanti lagi kau sakit hati. kau pun tau sikap aku yang suka berterus terang kan? sorry. kau buat lah apa pun. aku takkan bukak hati aku kat kau. aku terpaksa benci kau. I'm sorry but I have to let us go. I hope you will too. aku bukan benci kau sebab kau. aku benci kau sebab abang kau. and aku benci kau sebab aku tak layak nak berada dengan kau. aku ni sama taraf dengan pelacur. kau tu baik. so tak payah lah nak contact aku lagi. lagipun, abang kau cakap kat aku;

"before you wanna give me any advice,

you should look to yourself first.

seems like you wanna be a prostitute.

if you wanna sell off your self,

not to my lil bro.

go find someone else.

you are qualified enough to stand at lorong haji taib or what ever

once again you contact my lil bro,

i'll straightly step to your house.

btw, i dont need any rights to call you whatever i want.

if you are good, i'll definitely call you a good one

but ARE YOU??

ask your ownself"

[najib fadlullah]

and i did ask myself. aku tak lah sama taraf dengan pelacur pun just kalau aku panggil kau sayang. tapi since abg kau pandang aku macam tu, aku terpaksa back off. aku tak nak maruah aku diperlekehkan. so, goodbye :)

i'm hurt but it is okay :)

he called me this and that

just because i said i love you

he called me this and that

just because i care about you

he called me this and that

just because i called you dear

he called me this and that

without caring about my tears

i have to be tough and strong

i have to keep this love moving on

i think i have to back off for now

i think i have to force myself

to leave you for now

this love will be ours if it may

and i am hurt but it's okay

never mind my heart

even if we are far apart

never mind my feelings

our love will keep on singing

no need for tears and curse

i think it is the best for us

this love will be ours if it may

i am hurt but it's okay

hello :)

in this blog, i will post things that make my life colourful :)

ups and downs, tears and laugh

jangan risau.
hidup aku menarik.
hahahah :)
sebab aku hebat
baca je lah :)
nak comment, di persilakan :)