broken

i am tired.

of being strong when i am not

of being strong when you should be stronger

of lying to myself that you would care

of comforting myself when i have someone to do it for me

i am tired.

i give up.

shattered

did you really not see me broken inside?

did you really not know how to cheer me up?

how did you know?

you never tried.

to me, you never tried.

all this time, i was broken

when i see you,

i see hope

and now?

huhhh what hope?

if you cant cheer me up, who can?

i am tired of being strong

i am not strong

and sometimes i just need someone to lift me up

and tell me he's there

stronger than me

just stronger than me.

i am the girl

dont i deserve to get at least one pujukan from you?

am i not your baby?

arent you supposed to know me best?

am i not the one you love  the most?

shouldnt you know how to handle my feelings

better than anyone else?

i am shattered

my baby doesnt know me

i am never worth it