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Monday, 30 July 2012

selfish bitch!

all you ever did was thinking bout your self.
you, you, you!
aku penat lah weh dapat kawan camni.
last year dia back stab aku,
cakap aku pregnant bagai.
now kau back stab aku,
lagi teruk dari dia.
you intended to kick me out from SAT track if you had the chance?
why?
i wasn't that much of competition pun
selfish bitch!

i gave my everything when i comes to you!
i tolerate to your behavior more than any normal person could.
you asking me what did i ever do to you?

kau pegi date, aku ikut.
aku tunggu kau siap.
aku tunggu kau mandi.
when it was my date,
aku jugak yang tunggu kau.
aku jugak yang siap lagi awal.
macam it was your day pulak.
dah lah kau hina boyfriend aku.
the worst thing i ever said to your boyfriend is
"i hate you from taking her away from me"
kau tak payah nak lebih sangat lah.
cakap my man tak mampu lah, apa lah.
kau ingat boyfriend kau hebat sangat lah?
ni bukan pasal sayang boyfriend or what not
respectlah sikit.
respect aku, respect strangers =.="
respect me like i respect you.

you asking me what is it that i have done FOR you?

kau sakit aku jaga kau.
kau tak makan aku carikkan.
kau bangun lambat, aku yang perasan
aku yang suruh orang call kau.
aku yang, kalau mampu, teman kau lambat sama2.
aku yang kejut kau bila roommate kau buat tak tau.

wanna know how much i sacrificed for you?

kau sakitkan hati aku, aku biar je.
ada this one time, i called you time outing,
i was lost, and you were nowhere to be found, 
as you were walking with your favourite boyfriend tu kan.
i called, and called, and called
ada lah dalam 15 kali.
kau tak angkat.
i was scared, i was lost :(
and when i found you,
i didn't even show you how mad i was.
then, hari tu,
kau call aku, aku tak angkat.
kau jumpa aku kat cafe,
kau cakap
"you didn't answer your phone"
jeling, walk away.

*1 missed call*

SATU je weh!
a fucking SINGLE missed call!
aku yang call kau berbelas2 kali tu
kau tak pikir pulak marah aku tinggi mana!
fuck you.
seriously,
fuck you!

aku tak tunjuk pun kat kau aku marah kau.
even though the whole world knows that aku emo tahap apa =.="
shit lah kau. serious.
aku tak tau aku boleh pandang muka kau ke tak lepas ni.
give me time.
i'll consider your actions.

for the time being,
this is for you.


isn't he so cute :)

F.U.C.K Y.O.U!

Sunday, 29 July 2012

@amirulash

lama tak tulis.
was kinda busy :)
ni pun memaksa diri menulis.
hahaha
well, heyya people! :D

so last saturday i went to the library,
for my first date with man :)
yes, we went to the library,
yes, it was our first date,
and yes, we studied :D
we are AWESOME!
hahaha.

i was fun, he was amazing :)
then we jalan2 at sevens.
it was crazy :)
nostalgic memories semua datang balik :)



i was once head girl here :D

suka gilaaa :)

and i got an album
NIGHTMARE-Avenged Sevenfold.



though aku takde lah suka a7x sangat pun.
but then i'll learn,
for him :)

looking forward meeting him, soon :D
let us stay together,
forever :D




i love you boo :D
thank you <3